Thick

Must be a prick and a half to be so daft,
Your chasing something that has more than once has given you the shaft.
So keep on singin when you win and sing when you lost.
To forward to realise in public is a line you shouldn't have crossed.
But the open then closed and smiles and frowns.
Are something she didn't mean to have drag you through the downs,
Cause that vulnerable side you think only you got to see,
In the grand scheme of things was a side that was only half moon to be,
Your the same when your alone and ever so trashed,
Your own self reliance inadequacy couldn't help but push it to fast,
But blame yourself all you want but she said things too,
Ever so safe in your arms she had to say that she was falling for you,
So is it wrong to assume that what she wanted was me?
Cause her hidden from friends feelings was she wanted nothing more than to be.
If you read this and you think that i cannot let go,
Look at how you felt and the try and tell me you did not want to know,
Cause no human alive could feel what you said you felt,
Then push to the back of your mind like some kind of bad hand got dealt,
Was that just a lie just to get the kicks that you crave?
I still don't blame you for gettin in with someone you probably had to cave,
I'm sorry cause a little fraction of this up on facebook,
Was last time enough for me to get a week without a even just a look.
Do you also think that your friends may have stirred,
made me out to be some kind of enemy having never met or spoken a word.
So you brought into there insight so experienced and grand,
But at the time of the backseat you did say they would not understand,
Still i'd never expect you to argue with your class,
For something so new and fragile you could have mistaken it for glass.
So over the bridge I'd be suprised if you knew,
Exacty what I'm talking about here and what of it refers to you,
But trust me this is about a whole load of things,
Your just a good metaphor for all things in life that stings.